i actually

wrote down a blog last night on a piece of notebook paper after i finished reading, but this will do just as well. father seems to be warming up nicely to the Britney idea and i got my itunes card today.
i also payed off my debt to itunes, found out there was an avatar movie (EEEP), maybe getting to see kanye west and lady gaga in december, and the best new yet: i'm going to california to see my grandma... maybe. now i know you guys are like, oh grandma that's cool, but that isn't the exciting part. this is: in august david will also be in california for his brother's baseball game thing. ARE YOU GETTING THIS?! i might be able to see david after such a very long year. ahh, i'm just so happy, i almost cried at chedders. He needs to email me back pronto when he's going ti be in CA though. and i need to ask my grandma if i could go see him too... but still the possibility of seeing him... that makes it worth it. And then maybe Katie could come too? It would be like what i did with Meghan. like she comes with me, but she pays for her stuff and plane ticket and such... bad news it's like $300 for tickets, but if she can go and we have te trio back together. and in all places CALIFORNIA?! amazing. i'm thinking Disneyland!!! :D

oh and another good thing, today i got my ap scores back... now a three might not sound too good at first, but at least i passed right and i think thomas nelson will take a three for an english grade. and i got a two on the practice test and lake said what we go ton that is probably what we'd get on the real thing. TAKE THAT LASKE. heather was upset she got a three, but i'm happy. considering the "shit-tastic-ness" of one of my essays... ahh. good life.

my mood was crushed for thirty minutes or so when torie, who i haven't spoken to or seen in ages, comes to my house out of the blue to gloat her new car at me... she knows why i can't get a car and how i have the crappy focus, but she was like blah blah blah i'm poor look at my new car!! gag me, but oh well. i'll get over it. she's always been good at pushing my buttons and upsetting me.

oh welllll, but david. eeep!
and amanda on saturday... eeep.

life is good(: