oh blog

i just posted the first chapter of my story on wattpad.
ahh, i'm just regretting it. I mean I'm not a good writer, I don't have the elegant writing style of steelio or the witty sarcasm and mannerisms of all the authors that I read.

stupid delusional fantasy of maybe someone enjoying it making me want to post it. i'm horrible at taking criticism, I'm not ready for this.

I should take it down.
Shouldn't I.

AHHH.
I'm obviously freaking out.

No one cares about what I write, what is the worst that could happen no one ever reads it? That would be a relief? Oh I don't know, if I knew I was going to Spaz like this I never would have put it up.

AHHH.