oh hello veganism day: five.

i am so tired of peanut butter bagels. happily my week ends on monday and i plan on celebrating by eating a snickers at lunch and after school eating Gouda cwasont. (:

it isn't too bad, but i could never do it for like my life, I'd miss dairy too much... i could go with out eggs though.

so tonight I plan on going to the mall with meghann, I slowly feel her replacing coglio. trading one meghan for the other, but she's been busy with the lame ass play rehearsals so that's probably why. Maybe I'll invite her to come with us.

So all my tests went fine besides english which took forever and I don't care if i do bad on it because a) i have like a 100.25 in the class and b) i hate the Canterbury tales. I'll be so happy when we are done because I think after that we are moving on to a novel unit and novel units are my favoriteee. So I just printed out my national honor society form... every time I look at it I feel so little and under accomplished... like if i didn't go to latin club or participate in church I would be so bad. I have to write one kick bottom essay if I want to get in...

sighh, i should do that now, but i won't so whatever and then I have to call mother so she can bring home my pH strips for my science project. I'm highly considering going to it because hedgepeth will give us a 96 on a test just for participating and I could use that... but i mean my project isn't that great and just like that NHS form I feel very under qualified.

oh well I have until monday to decide. It will probably be a negative though.
I need to stop doubting myself and start trying.
Maybe I will enter.