oh blog.

100th Post! :D

but moving on. i wish this post would be more exciting and all and not pessimistic like it will be but I am typing this without my glasses and I am getting this huge headache and that will just be added to list giant list of why my day stunk.
i am going to get my glasses hold on.
betterr

so today started out like any normal sunday and while applying my eyeliner this morning i felt my phone go off; at first i thought it was a twitter update or facebook mobile (which i have now), but when it continued to buzz I took it out and answered the phone. It was Amanda. She was calling to say that rather than me picking her up after church so we could go see Paper Heart, we would have to postpone it to six in the evening. So mother and I got to church and were in our new church attire and were on time. and leave it to us, the first time we are ever on time, church is late. and katie wasn't there either. that should have been a sign that things were going to go downhill. The Solid Rock Bluegrass Band that I was reluctant to see, but was going to watch anyways ended up being plain old blue grass and 'solid rock' was just another way of saying 'Jesus' good greif. So Gabriella and I rekindled our friendship by talking while the weird people twiddled their banjo and when James arrived the three of us went to help set up for the potluck.

Sunday school was fine and afterwards Gabster came over and we went to food lion to pick up chips and dip for the potluck... GoshDarn I forgot to pick up my bowls. We jammed out to the new cobra album and headed back to church around 11:40 to fix our stuff for potluck.

Potluck was fine except for the fact that just about everything had meat in it so I ate about six different kinds of pasta salad. Oh and creme puffs. Blah Blah Blah. I headed over to Meghan's we went to the mall to get her hair cut saw Sammy Sam Sam and Caroline Bi in the food court. While walking to the hair cuttery Amanda called and said that she had to cancel our movies because she had gotten upset with her sister and said some really mean things. I was bummed, of course but she said we could try again next weekend or the one after so I stayed optimistic... We came home, was bored went to 7-11 and the thrift store and looked around headed over to my house, watched keeping up with the Kardashians for like two hours then I took Meghan home.
On the way to Meghan's Roxanna sent me a text saying that no one was at youth and she was bored, she asked if I would come. In short: I did. Everyone seemed surprised to see me, even Andy. We played capture the flag and I was assigned to watch the jail. Benny's ex was in there and adrianna and tristian and benny eventually came in there too, and they kept trying to run away and they would always try to break free. I hate that lack of respect, but I quickly got over it and resumed my post. Now this next part makes me seem like a bad person so you can skip it if you like... Well the girls were talking about something or other about getting their nails done... seventh graders don't need to get their nails done, I mean really? And Benny's Ex said something along the lines of "I called but you never answered your phone" in this really snippy high voice and Adrianna commented on how 'adorable' she sounded. I joked and said 'no, she sounded vicious.' This little girl walks over to me and says that she may be short but she could kicked my butt.
And that was the metaphorical straw that broke the camel's back, in which i am the camel. Now I know I could have taken the higher road and not called her a 'little bitch' but she is a bossy, controling, mean little person and I couldn't help myself okay? phew. glad to get that off my chest. I tried to leave, but andy stopped me and said I wasn't allowed to leave so I, in tears, called my mother and let her "sign" me out.
Gosh, I hate what this youth has become.
I really do.
But Andy, I think he really cared that I was upset. And that lead to the epiphany I had in the bath, that he isn't a horrible person and I don't really give him credit for what he does. I know it's a little late to notice that now that I have officially quit youth, but it was okay for me to finally get that i guess? I mean he'll never be like Jim was to me and I may not me able to trust him and talk to him like Jim but the thing is he isn't Jim and I need to stop comparing the two. Andy's trying and I guess that counts for something.
I don't know. But I'm tired and my head hurts and I need to check up on my restaurant city[ (: ] and such so goodnight, I guess? I'm just ready for the day to be done with.