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mmm, i'm bored.
at five i'll go shower and rest my nerves, i think i'll just read. I have this book and it is called twisted, it's pretty interesting... a slow read though, but that is good since i always fly through my books anyways.
my confidence is really low today. i keep thinking back to what gabriella said about how things can clam you down. but i'll make some tea, play some durden, take a bath rather than a shower, read, and relax.
there shouldn't be any nerves here. you are ready.
well almost.
you still have to do your hair, paint your nails, blah blah blah, blah blah blah.
mmm, maybe i'll start now, now that everything is in perspective.
why was this post in second person?
freaky.