Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i'll see what tomorrow brings

i have indeed been neglecting my blog. it just doesn't hold that little glimmer of hope that it used to, but whatever. i'll get better at this. just wait and see. week in a nutshell: amanda still sick, last week wii purchase and assorted people coming over, friday major tests and hung out with paige and the crew, saturday mother and i bonded and went to see monster vs aliens (it was amazing), sunday walked everywhere and purchased a new book (pride and predjudice and zombies, it is good so far), monday horrible still have a d in calculus and will have one on the report card, today bearable, but still not so great.
and now you cannot complain about not knowing aspects of my life.
oh and saturday i watched the KCA, i cried when miley did, i swear. how embarassing and woah pussycat dolls 10 year olds are in that audience -- put some clothing on.
today math hw, anatomy studying, and clean my room.
my goals that probably will go unaccomplished.
saturday park: i enjoy it.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

oh someone

gag me with a spoon.
really, get a life.
it's amazing how in love you trully are.
when probably it'll end up like every other relationship you've had.
teen love, uck.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

four books in three days;

it's happening again.
that reading epidemic.
i have a bajesus ammount of schoolwork.
and mother must nag abouthow she doesn't approve.
"c's d's and f's are not allowed."
she never even took precal, or rather ap english for that part either.
she should try what i have to do
oh wait, she has
she can't do it at all.
stfu, mother
you don't know me.(:
but i keep having random coughs that really are random,
i'll be fine and then oh no coughing spree.
which really freaks me out
considering the book i'm reading
you start coughin'
blood goes flyin'
you go dyin'
and come back as some crazy vampire psycho.
oh dears.
i really do read too much for my own good.
oh i got a 73 on my math test.
i studied my butt off for it and
was so close to a C.
vanek and nolan both
texted the entire time and got better scores.
what is the world coming to?
still have a d in math.
trig is up
i've learned this before.
i dread proofs,
but hopefully i can bring it up to a C
fuck what my mother says
math is hard.
but my "goal" as talyor likes to put it was a 65
so i succeeded
next time i'll aim a little higher.

Monday, March 16, 2009

simply amazing.



maybe there are still talented people out there.
would you believe sidewalk chalk?

Sunday, March 15, 2009

and what is my life coming to?

jealousy is a fickle thing, and ugh how it pains me to think of twilight, and it does pain me so, but thinking now; edward cullen was right...
eww.
you can see jealousy portrayed in plays, read about it in numerous books, and hear the songs, but you have no full feeling of what it actually is until it truly happens to you.
but now that that is out of the way.
i've been reading all day. an texting, but mostly reading i finished two books today and will be starting book three tomorrow. there are five total so i doubt they'll last until the end of the week. i'm desperately bored and cannot seem to get to sleep. and am too afraid to start reading because then i'll probably never get to sleep and wipe out another book. today was productive, i had lunch with jesi after dropping gabriella at home and then i went to the mall to get jeans and walmart to get, well i'm not sure why we went. then i came home showered, read. and that's it. i feel as though my life isn't even worth writing about; considering how it is so dull and uneventful.
yes.
oh and, nevermind.
i'm not feeling bitchy enough to type this.
night.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

patrick stump;

is just too white to sinng kanye.

despite the amazingness of the cover song.

tomorrow is friday thank goodness, it has been a seemingly long week.

Monday, March 9, 2009

today;

wasn't top on my to do list.
and i must say that i acted like it all day, but as soon as the school day ended it brightened my gloomy mood.

i'm currently texting steven about the 80's hairspray movement and reading assorted blogs that i've been neglecting.
it is such a lovely day outside; too bad i don't get to go experience it i have like a gabillion hw assignments including learning math. we have a test on wed&thur and i really have no idea what i am doing. i can't type today either. and then i have a shittt load of history, and to top it off 10 chapters of huckfinn. ughh.
i could always read outside, but then people always stare at you and ponder why they are just sitting there in the lawn.
i'm going to do my reading in the shower and that'll take until fiveish
and then math until six thirty and
then do all that history.
D:

this whole me not being able to type is seriously messing with my mojo.
oh and i found out how small i could get my myspace profile.

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Friday, March 6, 2009

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mmm, i'm bored.
at five i'll go shower and rest my nerves, i think i'll just read. I have this book and it is called twisted, it's pretty interesting... a slow read though, but that is good since i always fly through my books anyways.
my confidence is really low today. i keep thinking back to what gabriella said about how things can clam you down. but i'll make some tea, play some durden, take a bath rather than a shower, read, and relax.
there shouldn't be any nerves here. you are ready.
well almost.
you still have to do your hair, paint your nails, blah blah blah, blah blah blah.
mmm, maybe i'll start now, now that everything is in perspective.
why was this post in second person?
freaky.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

baby, it's cold outside.



my favorite part of winter.

easy as pie.

what did i say? keep a positive mindset and the world is my oyster. today was amazing, well as amazing as you can get with an sol, a math quiz, and a horrible back ache, but yes.
the sol wasn't too bad, i got stuck on like two questions... the first one though which kinda freaked me out. I mean if you don't know number one, goodness. but only two i wan't absolutely posilutley sure on because
a) that thing didn't fit anywhere
and
b) there was nothing wrong with sentence 11. where is the j - as it is choice?!
haha.
but i really want a chocolate bunny. it just seems like one of those days(: where a bunny of chocolate is needed.
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OHOHOH!
and my dad is bringing home beverly hills chihuahua.
and dane is sick.
like really sick.
so hopefully he is okay by friday because he was really excited about going to ring dance.
he even got a vest.

so all you jesus kids out there keep him in yo prayers.
mmm, i'm going to go dye my hair.
later.(:

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

twifags, rofl.

i enjoy snow days.
ecspecially snow days when snow actually comes. beverley hills chihuahua came out today and three more day until ring dance. even dane said he would go to ihop with us, because i am not going to be stuck with just amanda to talk to with aj's love-hate relationship in the corner with john. so dyc is in oh about an hour and i am wondering if i can get a shower that quick, i probably can, but idon't want to risk getting my hair wet and then having to hassle with it.
but yes, there still is snow in my yard and we have humungo ice sticks hanging off the roof, those are my favorite part about snow, caleb going through my phone came across my pictures from yesterday and laughed. oh no, i took three pictures of myself someone call the skank police.


but today was good.
tomorrow WILL be better.
my mother is home and i am going to go take that shower.
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