i haven't felt inspired lately;

but i thought, what the hay?
how has my week been, i talked to david which totally did a 180 on my mood. i was feeling so melancholly today, all i did really was take tests, read, and sulk. even jesi seemed weird.
things are still awkward between us, but you wouldn't know anything about that since i have becom so lazy on my posting, and i don't feel like posting her and gabriella's business all up on the internet. but yes, back to the awkwardness, i will try to work on that tonigiht if she is at the "youth council" meeting.
it still seems lame to me. the meeting and said things.
i'm listening to a britney spears/durden / hush sound playlist of euphoric proportions.
i want to do something interesting today, because it was just so beauiful despite the constant gusts of wind constantly messing up my hair, and tomorrow it is going to be like 40. I want to take in every benfit. I'd ride my bike to church rather than drive, but to circumstances not under my control, i can't. I don't even know if i have enough energy to search for it in my garage, which shows some negative aspects of my lifestyle.(:
yesterday was nice also, i put on my flip flops and waslked to gabriella's and we headed over to mcdonalds and such. and then amanda called(: i hadn't physically heard her voice in so long which seems lame to say even as i am typing.
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i hate not having fingernails, which is random to say, but it's true. i have been stressing all week and then next week is the english SOL which if i don't pass, i might not graduate. and yeah my nice finally decent looking nails are now nubs. ahh, but they'll grow back.
but yeah,
i don't know when my next post will be,
but hopefully
it won't be too long away.