mmm, barbarians.

so it has come apparent to me that this break has been completely uneventful for the most part.
the most eventful thing was probably finding my copy of house of leaves after pre-alabama tearing apart my room looking for it... it was on a bookshelf. since when do i put books where they belong.?
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i told myself that i would finish it, but since i found it tonight and i am on chapter one the possibility of finishing it and frederick douglas is slim to none, but i am leaning towards the none side of the scale.
my vegetarianism is going well except for the taco bell i had today, but i wanted to try the chessy rice beef melt, whatever, but i asked permission and no more breaking the rules. nada, okay so that's one resolution ruined after what, two days? maybe less, but i promise it's the last time. those commercials will no longer haunt me... haha.
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it didn't even taste that good for 89cents anywaysss.
mother and i went bonding after her and rhonda had a spur of the moment let's have a three hour lunch together even though i'll see you later on today sort of thing... it soundslike something amanda and i would do, actually... (: we went to this place coldwater creek to return a shirt and she wanted me try on jeans because they seemed pretty long. and how anti-climatic, they were too short. it's so hard to find fitting jeans if you are tall and not modelesque like miss jesi walker.

and the store clerk lady debbie? i think that's her name is like stalkerish and all buy this! kind of personality... creepiness.
and then we headed to joshheeee's and he took my voyager and texted gabriella to tell her that he was scared of her... i would have thought intimidated was a better wrld to describe the inamity between them.
i got socks and headbands for christmas.
with little guitars and music notes on them... they are not toe socks.
i might give the guitar pair to mother.

depends.

i have also learned today that amanda seems to be fascinated with how many ways you can arrange bath towels, judging by her cruise pictures... i wonder how she finds these friends on cruises... they seem like nice people, really. i'm quite jealous of her skills on making friends, she seems so good at it while my hereditary quiteness it makes me think what would happen if i were to go on a cruise like that... would i have friends?
probably not, i'm pretty dab and suck at smalltalk, but it's not like i would go on a cruise anyways... since i'm deathly afraid of being on boats.
i blame titanic.

considering it's two in the morning.
i should get sleep since, oh, tomorrow i go back to school.
and it's a gold day.
i hate gold days.
laske for ap, then dissect some eyeball, do a skit in sociology, and take a ton of notes in history.
no, not fun at all. but next year i'll be a senior and then, ughh.
nevermind. why bother worrying myself this late at night... morning? i hate thinking about the future, moving out, college, living, taxes, jobs, dying... nothankyou, i'd rather stay seventeen forever.

but that isn't my decision is it?