Friday, January 23, 2009

isn't it a shame.

that people don't value your existense even when you would bend over backwards to see them smile?

alas, exam week. it's over. thank goodness, not even getting out at ten fifty, can lift the gloom set in from those horrid tests. Math -- eww. Latin -- ewwer. I'm not to confident on my abilities in those classes, but all i need is a D to keep my B in the class.
If there is a God, help me now. curve the testssss. haha.

I saw Torie AND Paige today, talked to them BOTH. Reading Miss Todd's blg opened my eyes to the fact that I have been avoiding a gabilloion of my own friends, though i don't think avoiding would be the best term to use in my situation. It isn't my fault that all of my friends basically hate each other. That giant circle last year -- dead. Everyone has moved on to a different clique, a different group of friends whatever. And now I just kind of stand there in the morning by myself until gabriella gets there and then go to the cafeteria. I saw Torie and Matt today and Torie said the oddest thing, she had no friends here at menchville. When did this happen? And Paige is like best friends with Bridget? Whaaaaa? Caroline hangs out with Steven Griggs and Shamu? Bridget and Mari don't even talk that much anymore. They were like this (crossed fingers). I don't talk to Tisha outside of myspace, I never see Breyden. It's like we are all oblivious to each other's existense. But I'm going to work on that, I swear.

But moving on to a happier more cheerful note:

durden, what?
durden at bamboozle, what?
me possibly going to see durden at bamboozle
, what?
:D !

i'm rather excited about that, but i wouldn't get my hopes up, though mother thinks it is a good idea at the time there is still three to four months for her to frown upon the idea of sending me to New Jersey to savor a band she sin't too fond of...
that's not durden, it's 3oh!3 and their raunchy lyrics and pointless existense, that mother is all like wahhhh about.
oh well, my hope stays storng for the time being.

oh and as of 1:33 today aj is pissed at john.
ANNNNNDDDD my myspace background is the color of my camisole from llbean.
jesi would be so proud(:



:D

1 comment:

  1. it sucks, doesn't it? when all of your friends just suddenly drop each other?
    all my friends are just leaving me, as i leave them. but i'm trying to salvage our friendships, because i know it's worth it. the best thing is just to be nice to everyone, i guess. it's not like they'll dislike us for that, right?
    :)
    hang in there, vicky.

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