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nananananana hey jude

i miss pennsylvania already and i want to go back. it seems so odd being alone when i am so used to having at least three people in the room with me at all times. i loved getting close to everyone and i loved the feeling of helping people out even if all we did was scrape paint for like 4 days straight. i love the mountains it is so nice there and peaceful and really makes me appreciate the rural areas just a little bit more. i miss so much like wading in the lake and playing frisbee with the guys and laughing in the mini vans over jokes that really don't matter i miss the amazing weather and the late night talks. i miss being so close to hannah, bethany, jessie, roxanna, steven, sean, and mitchell. I even, dare i say it? Miss the giant monster of a hill i had to climb every time i wanted to go somewhere.

there is so much temptation down here and i need to hold on to what little faith i have gained to get me through this. i want to get up early and continue to eat healthy. i want to continue these morning walks. i want to get fit and thin.

i hope i can keep up with my faith. i really hope i can.

here's to team effort 2010... this one is for you.

i am loving this first week of summer.

i mean oh goodness. so much love.
not tripping when i walked across the stage, hanging out with joshua, going to dc and obx, movie day with caleb and steele was amazing.
then last night was the lock in at church and although it sucked later on in the night from 8-11 and then 530-830 were amazing. and then today was katie/brittany/dane/ian/ian's twin's graduation celebration which started out awkward, but developed into something amazing.

i have to pack for the pennsylvania trip we leave tomorrow bright and early at 930 (: then car trip con stevey freshhh, karate kid, foxy roxy, and bobbay. haha, i love how i have a nickname for all of them (:

and theeeen the weekend after i get back - oouter banks weekend with BEST FRIEND AMANDA! :D

i like how this summer is turning out so far.

today: movie day with caleb and steelio.
tomorrow: ditch lamerle, laundry, pack, help out at lock in
saturday: graduation party at brittany's.
sunday: LELAVE FOR PA.

i love busy days.

bieber or die

DONE.

you don't see what you possess
a beauty calm and clear
it floods the sky and blurs the darkness
like a chandalier
i will set a mirror up
to face the purple sky
you will see your beauty every moment that you rise.

Girl One: "every cigarette you smoke takes off fifteen seconds from your life."
Girl Two: "go ahead and light it then."

these kids are so cute.

strange things happen in the night time hours

OH HEY
didn't see you there.
just sitting here flossing.

oh guess what?
i only have four days of school left.

oh hell yes.