aww fudge.

that card makes me feeel sooo bad.
sigh.

moving on...

healthy lifestyle here i come.! (:
if only my father would leave the living room so i can wii fit in peace
and do other various stretches.

i got the new between the trees album today, i'm in love with it... even though it isn't coming out until august, which makes me feel bad for downloading it, but i'll make it up to the karma cow, i promise. it was the first time i had used SG in a long while which is very good, i guess.

father's back has been hurting since he did the lawn yesterday so he didn't go to work leaving the two of us to fend for ourselves for lunch. the solution: asian food with meggo. we picked her up around 12:15 and managed to have her home in time for her to leave for her dr.'s appointment. i, for once, actually ate all my miso soup. it's amazing what soy sauce can do for flavor. my leftover sushi is in the fridge so i'll probably have that for dinner since mother isn't comng home until 8:30. of course, with my father there is no telling what he wants and what restaurant he is liable to drag me to, so we'll see.

i'm going to go do something productive now.
oh and, continuing the state farm stuff
emptying the dish washer
taking care of dad
because his back is spasming
and cleaning my room(:

love, my mom.

i just found her daily chores note. great.
why couldn't i have noticed this sooner?

haha.

the television in the den doesn't seem to be working

it is quite a shame, but i'lll survive. i've been watching mass amounts of the lifetime movie network these past few days. it's addicting.

be warned.

(:

"one does not 'fuck' megan fox.
they make sweet passionate love to her."
-- stephanie, mmkay.

okay. moving on.
i've been neglecting my blog, i know this, but i have been too lethargic. i need to get up and do something which is why today, even though i am sure no one else worth my while is going to be there, i will drive to church and help senor douche clean. i turned down transformers to do this so it better not be painstakingly boring. i think i last blogged tuesday? maybe, yes. so wednesday meghan got a wawa gift card from the red cross! 100$ ohhh (: so we drove down to the one on 17 which sucks, btw. so then we drove down to the one down all the way in york county, and two freal shakes and creaem cheese pretzels later we ventured back to her house where i stayed the night. On thursday we make cinnamon rolls and stopped by the library and WAWA, why you ask? because she had a gift card and she could, paha. and then we waited THREE WHOLE HOURS at the dmv, but it was worth it because meghan got her permit.(: oh that was a proud day for cogsworth. and then i went to vbs and yesterday i went to vbs and we took a field trip to tropical smoothie. imagine: 20 kids predominately sixth graders and two working ladies. it was crazy. buttt on a brighter note stevey fresh turned me on to a new smoothie. it's called blimey limey it is surprisingly good since i don't like limes at all.

i really should be blogging everyday and not doing weekly recaps, it seems quite lame.

so i'll be working towards that goal(:

lost and found

i'm homee(:
i got back on sunday actually, but i have been too tired to actually blog about things. pittsburgh in a nut shell was amazing an di'll leave things at that, though i did get to experience the twin-ness. it was amazing. yes.

vacation bible school started yesterday and katie was telling me about how her behind the wheel class is like crazy. yeah, i am so glad i took it in poquoson becasue if i had to do the newport news one it would have been waaay harder. Oh and on a positive note mother let me take the car for the first time. (: i did good if i do say so myself. but mother didn't trust me enough to drive gabriella home... i could take her to her house... but i can't take her to mine? whaaa? my mother is genuinely crazy sometimes. but back to vbs. agh, i hate sixth graders so much they are so immature. we need to have set groups like maybe a high school and a middle school because those youngins are so sguasgbnwrgoirgn. we started with dinner and then had a contest to see who could eat a donut on a string the fastest. it was a lot of fun, haha, a fat kids dream. After that we walked around the neighborhood and asked for door to door donations for the canned food drive. Gabriella and I collectede at least thirty or more cans. (: she stayed over last night and we did assorted facebook surveys and watched mcgyver, why? because i love thaat show. (:

i have vbs at 5:30 and i still have to get dressed and do the todo list my mother left me, but it's only twelve thirty and i have the entire day to do that.

So Far.

this is my trip to pittsburgh in a nut shell. i have been jotting down random thoughts that stuck out to me on my phone but i just wanted the world to know how amazing of a time i am having. here we go:

Wednesday June Seventeenth
hardest math exam ever.
texting sam and caleb the entire trip.
reading cheesy romance novels.
free brownies at chic fil a.
asians named CHANG.
kanye rapping and exercise music.
what's cookin' signs and being able to smoke in gas stations.
zagnuts and clark bars.
boss keychains.
driving through a mountain.

Thursday June Eighteenth
homemade hasbrowns.
tunnels of love.
kennywoodness.
sweatpants.
cheesy potato patch fries.
the search for cherry pepsi.
texting on the carousel.
me not knowing how to spell carousel.
deep fried oreos.
kennywood constantly playing miley cyrus and britney spears.
finding steven the love of my life.
attempting to learn pittsburgh-ese.
taking crazy backroots.
asking creepy men for stickers.
driving on 200 year old brick roads.
chaffing. D:

Today Friday June Nineteenth
so far:
eating more breakfast than meghan.
panet apes.
meeting the smadge.
no wawa's or 7-11's. anywhere.
icee hunting.
rita's in penn hills.
two story malls.
temporary library cards.
august thinking we're naughty, whaaaa?

hahaha.
I'll be on sunday.
tomorrow's grand adventure?
DOWNTOWN PITTSBURGH.
andy warhol museum here we come, haha. (:

i don't feel like blogging

i really don't.
but i haven't in ages.

i am this close to getting a car.
i just have to wait until my dad can get a new one.

i am this close to being a senior.
i just have to survive the last few days.

i am this close to summer vacation and pittsburgh
i just have to pass that math exams.

i need to study
pack
do laundry
get my stuff together
study more
study
study
study

i need to pass this math exam, but things are looking grim.

--

i hate how i mostly post on here when things are going bad.
and things are going bad.

i'm tired
the back of my legs look like a tomato
i smell like potato chips
and i don't even know who my best friend is anymore...

i'm going on a road trip with meghan the pittsburgh on the last day of school
that's probably as good as it is gonna get

i have behind the whell tomorrow and i am not very confident in my driving abilities so. ack. my glasses are broken and i have a math final. my father has even given up on me.

his motto for precalculus is : "get your c and get out."

it's not very encouraging.
i'm tired which probably adds to my melancholy mood a bit.
and i hate to sound like a downer.

so i'll just stop now.

today was nice

but i still hate math.
and allie for writing on my page in meghan's yearbook.

i'm a coward

not a fighter
disguised as a lover.

current song. my head has been paining me a lot., but not in that normal ughhhish way, more of the ohmygodkillmenow throbbing. but the weird thing i think is the fact it only happens at night.

Sunday was of euphric proportions, amanda for a total of 8.5 hours. i can't even recall when i had this much time with her. the day, however, started on a grim note so i had no idea where it was going, but things turned for the better after a quick trip to target aka targhetto to pick up something i am not aware of. we bought her flip flops because her mom tossed out hers for no reason and when she walked it sounded like a galloping horse(: then we had lunch at chili's and headed to see drag me to hell. jeezums that movie was creepy. i don't like to admit being scared much.... but that was sooo scary. some of you may be saying lame-o, but i have a fear of old people going crazy. ughhhsfgvjbagoi, i'm getting the heeby jeebys just thinking about it. then we went to the greek festival which ran out of greek food... all except for HONEYPUFFS(: i love those things. since the festival was out of food we went to the greek restaurant where i ordered a gyro and she got this humungooo egglant parmasean it was like an entire eggplant that intense. we said our goodbye around seven and went to go chat on the comuter about the mtv vma's. (:

saturday i woke up at like eight and went to sell hotdogs. -____- yes, i am not pleased either. then i had lunch with joshy josh and came home and did nothing. progressive day, eh?

friday -- i don't remember at all... i had latin and took a test. i got a 63 on it. BUT it waws curved 22pts. 85, yo(:

thursday feild trip, most anticlimatic thing ever. two hours in buggy nature... D:

today and yesterday were soso, but like i mentioned before the strange headaches only at night have befuddled me. DYC voting. Rita's etc...
yeah. my life isn't as glamorous as i would like it to be.

i need to pick up my yearbook tomorrow. :D
i'm not going to have anyone sign it this year... i didn't
even want one so. why bother.?

and the award thing is tomorrow, i have no idea if it is supposed to formal or not so i'll wear my semi decent plaid shirt and hope for the best.

yeah, i'm really tired, so quick shower and then off to bed.

night.