be tan.
my grandmother's horrible genes won't stop me!
no sir.(:
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009
the book of counted sorrows.
To see what we have never seen,
to be what we have never been,
to shed the chyrisalis and fly
depart the earth, kiss the sky,
to be reborn or something new:
Is this a dream or is it true?
Can our future be clearly shorn
from a life to which we're born?
Is each of us a creature free-
or trapped at birth by destiny?
Pity those who believe the latter.
Without freedom, nothing matters.
In the real world
as in dreams,
nothing is quite
what it seems.
to be what we have never been,
to shed the chyrisalis and fly
depart the earth, kiss the sky,
to be reborn or something new:
Is this a dream or is it true?
Can our future be clearly shorn
from a life to which we're born?
Is each of us a creature free-
or trapped at birth by destiny?
Pity those who believe the latter.
Without freedom, nothing matters.
In the real world
as in dreams,
nothing is quite
what it seems.
mmm,
robert morris solo album, hellz yeah.(:
there won't be a gretamorgansalpeter holding him back.
haha, so i'm just chillin' like a villian... withagoldfillin' waiting for the movies, next time we should plan better because first charmander said regal, then a 320 showing, then sophie ways 1... and the only 320 showing is at AMC i'm confused, but i really be getting dressed, i think i'm going to wear my durdenshirt.(: it came in the mail this morning, i'm ecstatic.
if meghan ends up reading this the produce man from yesterday says 'hi'. we stopped to get milk this morning and pick up some tomatoes and he recognized me... haha.
but yes it's almost three and i haven't even done my face yet or called sophie, oh dears.
(:
there won't be a gretamorgansalpeter holding him back.
haha, so i'm just chillin' like a villian... withagoldfillin' waiting for the movies, next time we should plan better because first charmander said regal, then a 320 showing, then sophie ways 1... and the only 320 showing is at AMC i'm confused, but i really be getting dressed, i think i'm going to wear my durdenshirt.(: it came in the mail this morning, i'm ecstatic.
if meghan ends up reading this the produce man from yesterday says 'hi'. we stopped to get milk this morning and pick up some tomatoes and he recognized me... haha.
but yes it's almost three and i haven't even done my face yet or called sophie, oh dears.
(:
Friday, April 24, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
i feel
disconnected.
strange because usually in life i seem to have control over what i do or things i say, but lately my moods have been on the fritz. Like now for instance, i freaked out because gabriella's song was by a day to remember, and the thing running throught my head was "she can't take them away from me." whaaat? i don't own that band... i really enjoy them, but they aren't top five. And it doesn't bother me with anyone else just her, and sometimes jesi. i love them both to death, but aghhh words can't explain my feelings of anger towards them sometimes. for no apparent reason. things have just been pushing my buttons and i'm worried. Strike what i said earlier, it isn't jesi i get mad at it's gabriella. it's always her. i don't fight with any of my friends except her. how can too people who are so close and so alike be such polar opposites?
but whatever, this will pass, they always do, the i'm worthless, feel bad for me stages. it's probably for the attention i'm such a shallow person at times.
but on a positive note: i got nightworld volume three today.
i'm on book two, the first one was soo amazing. i love how l.j. smith balances romance and plot, it's just amazing.
i'm going to go do something horrible now, and i'm sure i'll regret it later, but i'm just so frustrated with myself, I doubt there is any other way to calm down.
goodnight.
strange because usually in life i seem to have control over what i do or things i say, but lately my moods have been on the fritz. Like now for instance, i freaked out because gabriella's song was by a day to remember, and the thing running throught my head was "she can't take them away from me." whaaat? i don't own that band... i really enjoy them, but they aren't top five. And it doesn't bother me with anyone else just her, and sometimes jesi. i love them both to death, but aghhh words can't explain my feelings of anger towards them sometimes. for no apparent reason. things have just been pushing my buttons and i'm worried. Strike what i said earlier, it isn't jesi i get mad at it's gabriella. it's always her. i don't fight with any of my friends except her. how can too people who are so close and so alike be such polar opposites?
but whatever, this will pass, they always do, the i'm worthless, feel bad for me stages. it's probably for the attention i'm such a shallow person at times.
but on a positive note: i got nightworld volume three today.
i'm on book two, the first one was soo amazing. i love how l.j. smith balances romance and plot, it's just amazing.
i'm going to go do something horrible now, and i'm sure i'll regret it later, but i'm just so frustrated with myself, I doubt there is any other way to calm down.
goodnight.
Monday, April 13, 2009
in conclusion;
spring break... over, great and i still need to find my ipod and study for my makeups and get back to sleeping.
i'm at the convalescent center and this is actually the only website that i can get onto that holds some interest to me. mother''s car has unfortunately broken down, well not completely, it still ruuns, but totally isn't safe so after lunch we had to takek kit down to the ford center, which thankfully is down the road. but we aren't covered for the problems, those , totallly jacking us on the warranty, but still here chilling ith andrewm, jennifer, jeannie, some really funny black guy, and snug. she get soff in an hour so later i can live on the edge.
i'm at the convalescent center and this is actually the only website that i can get onto that holds some interest to me. mother''s car has unfortunately broken down, well not completely, it still ruuns, but totally isn't safe so after lunch we had to takek kit down to the ford center, which thankfully is down the road. but we aren't covered for the problems, those , totallly jacking us on the warranty, but still here chilling ith andrewm, jennifer, jeannie, some really funny black guy, and snug. she get soff in an hour so later i can live on the edge.
jeannie is telling the horrific story of how her boyfriend/husband/love interest, i'm not sure which, got his fingers chopped off, oh chihuahua! talk about pain, and then they had to give away their emus.
D:
yes, i know she is emu lady no longer. ahhhhhhh, i can't get paassed world five castle in mario brothers, it's what i've been up to to survive the old people home, and then there is the grossy gross battert that never stays charged.
mmm, well... the week in recap:
monday: egg hunt, and jesi gabriella and i stayed at my house and had a seance. creepy stuff, yesterday i totally wigged myself out because i still can't find my ipod and my room is soooo cold, i was like OMGHAUNTEDROOM. but i'm over that now... oh and there was movie day. i watched charlie's angels for the first time.
tuesday: ... and wednesday i did nothing... really. i cleaned a little.
wednesday: above.
thursday: snug and i bonding day. shopping in north carolina.
friday: i really can't remember at all.
weekend: hannah montana movie YEAH. and egg hunting and asian food. i think i blogged about that. yeah, i did.
today: ughghhhh.
mmmmm, fun stuff.
children stories...
children stories...
Geannie quote of the Day: "i don't have any solution, but i certainly admire the problem."
OH AND I HAVE A NEW MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE:
Saturday, April 11, 2009
yes
today exceeded all possible beliefs of being amazing.
you probably can't even tell igot a hair cut, but look at those eyebrows(:
stuffing eggs, getting a hair cut/eyebros done, hannah montana, asian food, and then wiiing it up with katie.
yes, i hung out with katie outside of church for the first time in like forever and we went to see hannah montana, oh that movie was so amazinggggg. and we got trading cards
D
oh, and my slow butt found out we don't have school on monday, yeah i'm that incredibly lame, but what the hay i get to sleep in one more day.(:
i'm off on an epic journey to find decent clothes for easter tomorrow.
ttfn.
ps i'm so proud of meghan for keeping up her blog, yay meghan.
oh and.. there's a word for that too, either pps or pss... i found out what was so dirty about britney spears' new song. really you would have to have a horribly dirty mind to think of that...
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span style="font-size:130%;">GO BRITNEY!
haha.
haha.
you probably can't even tell igot a hair cut, but look at those eyebrows(:
Friday, April 10, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
hayley todd;
is a bitch.
toying my emotions.
i give up really.
you know what i did for april fools.
threw up.
food poisoning.
you have taken this too far america.
i am going to make a collage.
toodles.
just kidding (:
toying my emotions.
i give up really.
you know what i did for april fools.
threw up.
food poisoning.
you have taken this too far america.
i am going to make a collage.
toodles.
just kidding (:
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