Thursday, July 15, 2010

hello goodbye.

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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

i love

accomplishing something i figured impossible
being in the water
singling songs wrong purposefully
baby animals
getting lost in a novel
fantasizing about the perfect future
an animal's unconditional love
being pale
making people laugh
listening
the beauty of nature
vintage things
polaroids
the feeling of being loved
swingsets
listening to an album for the first time
love songs
happy endings
staying up late to finish that last chapter of a book
learning about the past
being surrounded by friends
helping better the world
laying at night going over the day's events
dreaming
being a hopeless romantic
musicals
using pick up lines
reading in the bath
having a song for every mood
not acting my age
lying and not being caught
reflecting on the past
comfortable silences
petty disagreements
reading bumper stickers
making pictures out of clouds
driving with my windows down
making good decisions
good hair days
being pleasantly surprised
my best friends
unexpected occurrences of the positive variety
being inspired
making lists in my head
getting letters
sincerity
etsy.com
popculture
being vain
letting go
herbal tea
making up excuses
making a fool of mself amongst strangers
children
using latin
walking in other people's footsteps
the thought of being in love
being scared
learning things about myself
song covers that are better than the original
making mixed cd's
going on road trips with friends
when people see something that reminds them of me
hating things
wise words
chivalry
visiting new places
old movies
when clothes fit
when things go my way for a change
geekery
conformity
living easy

Monday, July 12, 2010

Friday, July 9, 2010

at the bottom.

Cause I make little lies and then I pull them apart
Think something dark's living down in my heart
And if I wanted to die before I got old
I should've started some years ago digging that hole

Well I carry this box to the proper place
And when I lower it down
I let it you fade away
I hope that you would do this for me
I'd serve you drugs on a silver plate
If I thought it would help you get away
I hope that you would do this for me

A deer that a hunter shot in the heart
Some dogs that got hit by cars
All came to spill their guts
And we spoke
About the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
And which psalms we had loved the most
And then we all turned to dirt
And dust

Some men die under the mountain just looking for gold
Some die looking for a hand to hold

@amandabringsjoy

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: bottled water

2. Last phone call: some asian guy

3. Last text message: my phone's dead, sorry.

4. Last song you listened to: curse of the virgin canvas - alesana.

5. Last time you cried: monday or tuesday, julian sacraficed himself to save jenny, thus disproving his own theory that everyone and everything is evil. ahh, i'm tearing up thinking about it.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: why make the same mistake twice?

7. Been cheated on: negative.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: i try not to regret my past actions.

9. Lost someone special: at the time i thought so.

10. Been depressed: on many occaisions.

11. Been drunk and threw up: sorry, i don't drink.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. gray.

13. yellow.

14. blue green.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: indeed.

16. Fallen out of love: you need to fall in love first.

17. Laughed until you cried: never done that, ever.

18. Met someone who changed you: no.

19. Found out who your true friends were: no.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah, but it's whatever.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: i did.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: a great deal.

23. How many kids do you want? at this moment, zero.

24. Do you have any pets: dos cats and uno lapin.

25. Do you want to change your name: i used to when i was youner.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: manders came over and we had fajitas and saw princess and the frog.

27. What time did you wake up: 9:45

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: nothing, i don't like the idea of the future.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: last night.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i want to be thin, fit and beautiful, but that seems highly unlikely to ever happen.

32. What are you listening to right now: the artist - alesana. i'm listening to the album.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? uhm, yes. my uncle's name is tommy, it counts.

34. Who is getting on your nerves now: a handful of people.

35. Most visited webpage: pathetically, facebook.

36. Whats your real name: victoria

37. Nicknames: vicky, vicksterr, ritchson.

38. Relationship Status: single.

39. Zodiac sign: sagittarius.

40. Male or female?: female.

41. Primary School?: hollomans.

42. Secondary School?: ghettosleeve.

43. High school/college?: menchville. thomas nelson, because i'm a failue at life.

44. Hair colour: dark brown/black.

45. Long or short: it would seen long to some people, but i think it's disgustingly short.

46. Height: five nine.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: i do indeed.

48: What do you like about yourself?: my nose, and my sparkling personality.

49. Piercings: i'm too much of a poor pansy to go through with it.

50: Tattoos: i'll get one eventually.

51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: i had my arm turned around or something like that.

53. First piercing: ears.

54. First best friend online: i only add peopole i know.

55. First sport you joined: swimming.

56. First vacation: cali.

58. First pair of trainers: i have reebocks, in my closet now.

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: a vitamin.

60. Drinking: nothing.

61. I'm about to: do laundry.

62. Listening to: we've been over this. the emptiness album.

63. Waiting for: nothing.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: possibly.

65. Get married?: it's a fantasy of mine.

66. Career: teachahh.

OPPOSITE SEX :
67. Lips or eyes: lips.

68. Hugs or kisses: i find hugs more reassuring.

69. Shorter or taller: taller, most definitley.

70. Older or Younger: i've always wanted to be a cougar ;)

71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: haha, arms are good i guess.

73. Sensitive or loud: what about a happy medium.

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: you could say that.

77. Drank hard liquor: yes.

78. Lost glasses/contact: all the freakin time.

79. Sex on first date: no thank you.

80. Broken someone's heart: i think i have, but he got over it.

82. Been arrested: no.

83. Turned someone down: yes.

84. Cried when someone died: isn't that a must.

85. Fallen for a friend: ughhhh, yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: not always.

88. Love at first sight: no.

89. Heaven: i'm not sure.

90. Santa Claus: yes.

91. Kiss on the first date: kosher kissing.

92. Angels: you mean spirits? yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: too bad i'm not salacious.

95. Did you sing today?: yes, right now actually.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: i'd re-do everything.

98. The moment you would choose to relive?: i don't know, my life isn't that great.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: honestly, yes.

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: not on facebook, blog yes. but obviously not.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

beautiful.




i recommend it whole-heartily.

oh people on youtube.

viewer one: "this band sucks"

viewer two: "shut the fuck up and go watch twilight and listen to one republic bitch."

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

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